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so... 2009.
yep, here it is. and i'm determined to not let it be more of the same. thus far, being back in santa barbara has been fabulous.
the weather went from freezing to summertime and now it's pouring. i love it. we've had birthday madness and outdoor adventures to the tide pools and the monarch forest and started a million fabulous projects.
being here makes me happy.
being torn between how happy being here makes me, and the impending future makes me extremely worried. i have no idea what i'll do or where i'll go once i'm done here (i never want to be completely done here... yikes). as of now, i'll be set to graduate at the end of this quarter (with the exception of finishing my french requirement for my major at SBCC in may). so i'm pretty much as good as done. i'm going to spend spring quarter working too much and joining the 50 club. and maybe volunteering. ha. who am i kidding? i'm gonna see britney spears and go to coachella and live like a 22-year-old should: irresponsibly. i have the rest of my life to be adult and responsible etc etc. i'm going to spend the summer in IV while i still can, and love every minute of it.
i've kinda slightly be offered a promotion at jamba. i could manage the store and make like 40-50K/year... which, out of college, doesn't sould half bad. especially when combined with benefits etc. but at the same time, i'm like ew, jamba? that doesn't require skills. haha. i know i could do it. and i just might. at least until the end of summer or something when i'm pretty sure i'll move home. i need to give me and dustin an honest shot. and that involves us being in the same city. at the very least.
who knows. all i know is that i want to travel. i just want to take off and not come home til i've seen a pretty extensive chunk of the world. i dunno... just go everywhere. take time to see things and enjoy the adventure. then think about grad schools and futures and careers etc. but so far, all i have is NYC in july. figures.
i'll figure life out eventually.
who am i kidding? no i won't.
much love.
yep, here it is. and i'm determined to not let it be more of the same. thus far, being back in santa barbara has been fabulous.
the weather went from freezing to summertime and now it's pouring. i love it. we've had birthday madness and outdoor adventures to the tide pools and the monarch forest and started a million fabulous projects.
being here makes me happy.
being torn between how happy being here makes me, and the impending future makes me extremely worried. i have no idea what i'll do or where i'll go once i'm done here (i never want to be completely done here... yikes). as of now, i'll be set to graduate at the end of this quarter (with the exception of finishing my french requirement for my major at SBCC in may). so i'm pretty much as good as done. i'm going to spend spring quarter working too much and joining the 50 club. and maybe volunteering. ha. who am i kidding? i'm gonna see britney spears and go to coachella and live like a 22-year-old should: irresponsibly. i have the rest of my life to be adult and responsible etc etc. i'm going to spend the summer in IV while i still can, and love every minute of it.
i've kinda slightly be offered a promotion at jamba. i could manage the store and make like 40-50K/year... which, out of college, doesn't sould half bad. especially when combined with benefits etc. but at the same time, i'm like ew, jamba? that doesn't require skills. haha. i know i could do it. and i just might. at least until the end of summer or something when i'm pretty sure i'll move home. i need to give me and dustin an honest shot. and that involves us being in the same city. at the very least.
who knows. all i know is that i want to travel. i just want to take off and not come home til i've seen a pretty extensive chunk of the world. i dunno... just go everywhere. take time to see things and enjoy the adventure. then think about grad schools and futures and careers etc. but so far, all i have is NYC in july. figures.
i'll figure life out eventually.
who am i kidding? no i won't.
much love.