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so, cinco de mayo weekend= AMAZING. if you really wanna know, i'll tell, but just know, it was perfect.
i have so much to learn about life.
i need to never talk to keith ever again. fuck me, i never learn when it comes to that boy, and it came back to kick me in the ass. so far, i'm doing good on the whole staying away from that. fuck myspace and its annoyingly easy stalkability factor. i mean, i duno, it still gets to me. he's not supposed to be happy. whatever. i've put up with so much of his shit, i don't know why that's not enough for me to know i need to stay far far far away. ugh. ok, no more. that isn't me. i've never been like this, i mean, i have, but not this messed up over someone. i'm better than this.
i'm getting better at life. i'm making better friends. i like it. kids at work are good. new friends from school are also good. i'm really liking life. i'm making friends that are just ok with me. i can be myself. i can see us like being long term friends.
lots of good adventures latly. i'm happy. i really am. i'm offically going to UCSB in the fall.
summer is going to be good. ugh. its 3 am.
i promise a legit update sometime soon. its long overdue, i understand.
i have so much to learn about life.
i need to never talk to keith ever again. fuck me, i never learn when it comes to that boy, and it came back to kick me in the ass. so far, i'm doing good on the whole staying away from that. fuck myspace and its annoyingly easy stalkability factor. i mean, i duno, it still gets to me. he's not supposed to be happy. whatever. i've put up with so much of his shit, i don't know why that's not enough for me to know i need to stay far far far away. ugh. ok, no more. that isn't me. i've never been like this, i mean, i have, but not this messed up over someone. i'm better than this.
i'm getting better at life. i'm making better friends. i like it. kids at work are good. new friends from school are also good. i'm really liking life. i'm making friends that are just ok with me. i can be myself. i can see us like being long term friends.
lots of good adventures latly. i'm happy. i really am. i'm offically going to UCSB in the fall.
summer is going to be good. ugh. its 3 am.
i promise a legit update sometime soon. its long overdue, i understand.