Today
It's going to be bad today. I feel it.
It's because I woke up to people being righteous about their lives and patronizing me. It's because even though I've tried to get over it, I can't. It's because there's no help for it.
It's because I was awake at 7:45, which was good, if I was leaving today. Bad as far as having nothing to do.
And maybe I just should go. Maybe I should leave everything behind physically first, then emotionally, and someday in the distant future, I'll come back to it. I made promises, but are they realistic enough for me to keep them? One can't have both and think that neither side will be resentful.
I need better guidance.
It's because I woke up to people being righteous about their lives and patronizing me. It's because even though I've tried to get over it, I can't. It's because there's no help for it.
It's because I was awake at 7:45, which was good, if I was leaving today. Bad as far as having nothing to do.
And maybe I just should go. Maybe I should leave everything behind physically first, then emotionally, and someday in the distant future, I'll come back to it. I made promises, but are they realistic enough for me to keep them? One can't have both and think that neither side will be resentful.
I need better guidance.