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[dreamofsounds]

I am so sick and tired of feeling upset. When i feel dark, it overcomes me so strongly. I don't know why you want to talk to me? I feel like I am such a downer. My bones are shaking under my own skin, its making me feel like i want to throw up. I hate myself for being like this. I just need to hear your voice, I'm serious......It's make me feel that much better when i feel so uneasy about everything. The little things are EVERYTHING to me.

I'm sorry that i've been so upset lately, i just miss you so fucking bad.
I'm so fucking lonely.