i wanna love you but i better not touch
monday was..wierd. full of drama mixed feelings etc.
we had to write a fucking DBQ in apwh, which sucked so much i didnt even come close to finishing and i was freaking out. then the principal came on the announcements and told us to evacuate the building just for a few minutes while they got some battery fumes out of the building or something that leaked, and of course two minutes turned into 2 hours so at around 10:00 we were dismissed and we were allowed to go home. i didnt feel like waiting around at carver and then going home, so i went to julians house with adam carly brian tom jack nick sovich (??) matt lotz ben ostrich and mike powell. then later hannah moran and virginia showed up for a while. it was pretty fun, and then things got complicated.
carly and i were on the couch chillin and then we decided to watch home alone...i was like hey is anyone else gonna watch with us and i went over to tom and brian and asked them if they were going to but they didnt really answer and just kinda mumbled so i just went back to the couch. carly and i started to watch the movie and adam came over to watch and copy bens hw, then tom came over and sat with me and carly on the couch. we ended up cuddling, like usual, its normal. i just feel comfortable with him hes a really good friend and theres no emotional attachment. we all know i hate emotional attachment. anyway...to make a long story short, after carly left, tom and i hooked up. it just...happened. i felt really bad though, cuz i wasnt sure what was going on with me and brian...but whatever its all over and were really cool now. he did get really mad at me though and i worried about it for a day and then i IMed him and he was like i cant stay mad at you and it was all good. now were buddies.
speaking of buddies. eli just called me. ew. why?? we had a "nice chat" and he was just calling to "say hi". fucking asshole. he asked me if i was busy, i said yes. he was like..oh.ok. later buddy. IM NOT HIS FUCKING BUDDY. I TOLD HIM TO HAVE A NICE LIFE MEANING WITHOUT ME IN IT. why oh why is that boy so good looking??? douche. you can never get rid of the people you really want to go away.
i want it to snow.
today i went home on sarahs bus and sat with tom which was fun and went over her house with holly becca and lauren. it was awesome. then i hung out with jordan and anna. good stuff.
ok. im tired. gnighttt
we had to write a fucking DBQ in apwh, which sucked so much i didnt even come close to finishing and i was freaking out. then the principal came on the announcements and told us to evacuate the building just for a few minutes while they got some battery fumes out of the building or something that leaked, and of course two minutes turned into 2 hours so at around 10:00 we were dismissed and we were allowed to go home. i didnt feel like waiting around at carver and then going home, so i went to julians house with adam carly brian tom jack nick sovich (??) matt lotz ben ostrich and mike powell. then later hannah moran and virginia showed up for a while. it was pretty fun, and then things got complicated.
carly and i were on the couch chillin and then we decided to watch home alone...i was like hey is anyone else gonna watch with us and i went over to tom and brian and asked them if they were going to but they didnt really answer and just kinda mumbled so i just went back to the couch. carly and i started to watch the movie and adam came over to watch and copy bens hw, then tom came over and sat with me and carly on the couch. we ended up cuddling, like usual, its normal. i just feel comfortable with him hes a really good friend and theres no emotional attachment. we all know i hate emotional attachment. anyway...to make a long story short, after carly left, tom and i hooked up. it just...happened. i felt really bad though, cuz i wasnt sure what was going on with me and brian...but whatever its all over and were really cool now. he did get really mad at me though and i worried about it for a day and then i IMed him and he was like i cant stay mad at you and it was all good. now were buddies.
speaking of buddies. eli just called me. ew. why?? we had a "nice chat" and he was just calling to "say hi". fucking asshole. he asked me if i was busy, i said yes. he was like..oh.ok. later buddy. IM NOT HIS FUCKING BUDDY. I TOLD HIM TO HAVE A NICE LIFE MEANING WITHOUT ME IN IT. why oh why is that boy so good looking??? douche. you can never get rid of the people you really want to go away.
i want it to snow.
today i went home on sarahs bus and sat with tom which was fun and went over her house with holly becca and lauren. it was awesome. then i hung out with jordan and anna. good stuff.
ok. im tired. gnighttt