abuse
i never thought in a million years i would be abused in such a way.
physically or emotionally, especially.
i dont deserve to be screamed at.
or hit in the side of the head.
or pushed against a wall.
or shoved to the ground.
ever.
no matter what i say. no matter what i do.
i know i'm difficult at times.
i know i have a snappy way about me.
but i just dont deserve it.
i'm single.
i'm scared.
but i'm proud of myself.
it's time for "me" time.
i need to take it and run.
and i'm trying not to beat myself up for letting brandon go.
he was the love of my life.
and i fucked that up too.
oh, the things i would do to get that man back.
and his little dog too.
who knows? if he doesnt marry this broad, maybe i still have a chance.
not to worry about that though.. its time to focus on me.
and only me.
physically or emotionally, especially.
i dont deserve to be screamed at.
or hit in the side of the head.
or pushed against a wall.
or shoved to the ground.
ever.
no matter what i say. no matter what i do.
i know i'm difficult at times.
i know i have a snappy way about me.
but i just dont deserve it.
i'm single.
i'm scared.
but i'm proud of myself.
it's time for "me" time.
i need to take it and run.
and i'm trying not to beat myself up for letting brandon go.
he was the love of my life.
and i fucked that up too.
oh, the things i would do to get that man back.
and his little dog too.
who knows? if he doesnt marry this broad, maybe i still have a chance.
not to worry about that though.. its time to focus on me.
and only me.