so tired of love uninspired.

Nov 28, 2008 23:51

yesterday danmar had to work, so i met my dear friend nate at Barney's Beanery in burbank for some drinks. it was really nice to see him and be able to have our usual chats.

oh our way there.. danmar and i saw a homeless man sleeping off the freeway offramp. so we went into barneys and got him a turkey dinner and brought it to him. it made me feel really good. i felt so awful i couldnt hold back tears and i literally felt sick to my stomach.

ive been really stressing out lately about danmar and i's relationship. i feel like ive been such an awful person and i dont know if we're gonna come back from it. i hope we do. i'm literally going to fight for my life right now to salvage what damage ive done. hopefully its reparable.

time for me to get some rest.

goodnight ya'll.
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