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[dreamofawaking]

he called me sad
cuz i didnt call him yet today
or back yesterday.
i told him it was cuz i didnt wanna bother him.
and he said i wouldnt bother him.

and we were talking.
and he misses me.
and he loves me.
and he said out of a 1 to 10 it's a 8 that we'll get back together.
but he's scared that i dont want him back deep down.
or that ill leave him.
and i assured him i wouldnt.
and.
and.
and. omg. i have major hope.
i love him so much. <3333
and...hehe..
i made him horny when we got off the phone.
Muahaha.
Anyways.

understandable he still wants to be holly's firend
cuz he doesnt wanna lose a friend.
i dont care about that,
hopefully she'll stop talking to him
when he tells her we're going out again. (if we do)
if not.
if josh's girlfriend ever brings her over.
ill lock him in the bathroom with me.
and we'll be makin suh-weet lovin's.
and i told him that and he went "Mmmm"

lol. im just glad everythings ok between us.
im just glad he misses and loves me.
im just glad, that i really think we'll get back together.
i hope nothing ruins this. <3