what to do next
ok so i suck at life and updating this. the puppy is growing like a weed. hes doubled in weight so quickly its crazy! its finals week at the moment and im bored stiff. i have nothing today or tomorrow so yea i get to study for thursdays precalc final and friday's geography final. im not too worried about the geography one but a lil nervous about the precalc one. not looking forward to it at all. meanwhile im sick and i think WAY too much. mind is going a mile a minute. I was ordered to bed by Jess like an hour and a half ago but i cant sleep. too much flyin around in there. boys ok they all suck some way or another this i know... its called denial tho. friends... not too sure about some of them lately. who do i trust? who do i listen to? who is going to b there when i need them or am i just going to get hurt again... ok that works for boys too. but beyond that where do i go from here? do i open myself up to that again? blah so sick and exhausted! big time sleepy. yet cant sleep... which by the way sucks never take benadryl on an empty stomach bc now i feel worse than i did to begin with. well my bday is in 10 days... wow i cant believe it. leave for break on friday and i cant wait! i know ill b working and all that but itll b good to not think about school work for a month. well im out for now im still half out of it hopefully ill sleep in a little bit i have tomorrow off so hopefully ill get better then.