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there are so many familiar things that are suddenly slippin away. the softball tournament this weekend is one of them. it is the first weekend in 16 years that i havent been there, been involved somehow. but last night when asked to work it i decided against it. i thought about it and im done being the one that everyone counts on to be there last minute when they need help, because otherwise i dont exist to these people. im the fool and im done with it. so i said no, im getting over a horrible case of strep throat and my college orientation which means im exhausted. i jus cant do it. and while it sucks not being there and not havin that familiarity when the rest of my world is barely within my reach, im finding other things.
orientation. well yeah it was long and it was packed but i had a great time. Allie from ct was my roomie and we got along really well. shes a sweetie. we had a hypnotist show. of course Fozzy bear went up and got himself hypnotized. he was hilarious! umm lets see he stripped his shirts off, no one minded that one lol, he almost got into a fist fight over a dude he got pregnant which was def awesome lol then afterward they all remembered what had happened and he was like omg look what i did and we filled him in on the fuzzy spots. lotta fun. so we all go back to our dorms and i got changed into some pjs took my contacts out and hopped in bed after a long day... then my phone starts goin off and Fozzy had texted me goin where are u so i told him and he was like come to the lobby and i was like im in my pjs but ok so i go down there and he asked me to walk with him. so i did we walked all around and just talked and shared a lot. i learned a lot about him and him about me. hes happy for me about finding tony i told him i didnt know if it was going anywhere and he informed me that it didnt matter bc right now its good and i need that its what ill remember. we sat in the student center and chilled for a while then wandered back to Carle Hall. by 11 he was walkin me back up to my room rubbin my shoulders, which made me in like heaven lol, gave him a huge hug and said goodnight. it was a wonderful peaceful night.
tony, well i havent talked to him in like 3 days which sucks. he was in an accident tuesday night goin home from work... hes ok he was released from the hospital the following morning. but im gonna go now its hot as hell here and i love my AC. Leave one
orientation. well yeah it was long and it was packed but i had a great time. Allie from ct was my roomie and we got along really well. shes a sweetie. we had a hypnotist show. of course Fozzy bear went up and got himself hypnotized. he was hilarious! umm lets see he stripped his shirts off, no one minded that one lol, he almost got into a fist fight over a dude he got pregnant which was def awesome lol then afterward they all remembered what had happened and he was like omg look what i did and we filled him in on the fuzzy spots. lotta fun. so we all go back to our dorms and i got changed into some pjs took my contacts out and hopped in bed after a long day... then my phone starts goin off and Fozzy had texted me goin where are u so i told him and he was like come to the lobby and i was like im in my pjs but ok so i go down there and he asked me to walk with him. so i did we walked all around and just talked and shared a lot. i learned a lot about him and him about me. hes happy for me about finding tony i told him i didnt know if it was going anywhere and he informed me that it didnt matter bc right now its good and i need that its what ill remember. we sat in the student center and chilled for a while then wandered back to Carle Hall. by 11 he was walkin me back up to my room rubbin my shoulders, which made me in like heaven lol, gave him a huge hug and said goodnight. it was a wonderful peaceful night.
tony, well i havent talked to him in like 3 days which sucks. he was in an accident tuesday night goin home from work... hes ok he was released from the hospital the following morning. but im gonna go now its hot as hell here and i love my AC. Leave one