need an escape

[dreamng_of_u]

And so it is once again that I'm still awake in the middle of the night. :/
I'm sick of this not sleeping bullshit.
Fuck J...
Fuck work...
FUCK friends...
FUCK reality....
FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!

I wish I could just...GO...anywhere! Just get away and escape from the reality that is MY LIFE. Everyone else is happy, when is it my turn? How long do I have to keep living a life where I choose to be hurt?!

Why do I trust so easily? Fuck that...I trust no one anymore. Screw you all.