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so one of the most important people in my life inspired me to start this up again...and i realized i should. I want to remember things that are happening in my life right now, since there's a lot. I was reading over some of my old entries...and wow, have things changed. I'm still me but these last few months to a year have been so different.
alright so what should i write about....there's
-college
-guys
-friends
-family
-random things
i guess i'll go in order.
college is great. I can't say I'm in love with it or anything, but I'm really happy with my decision to go away. It kills me sometimes to be so far away from people I love back home, but it really is worth it to go away. I don't have any regrets about it, and hope I never will. I've met some great friends here...and gotten so close to one of the greatest people i've ever met (yes, you, roomie!) :) After having somewhat of a psycho of a suitemate last semester, it feels great that she transferred. I'm glad Gina has a normal roommate now...and that we don't have to see piss on the toilet seat or overhear Chinese phone conversations 24/7. Of course I've met some people I'm not too fond of here...but doesn't that happen everywhere? But yeah, that pretty much sums up everything.
andddddd onto guys. or lack thereof, I guess you could say. I had a great summer with a guy, first real relationship I had with someone I actually cared about...but that's gone now. Not really by choice, it just wasn't meant to be. He's there, I'm here, and our lives are just at two completely different points. This happened in September...since then I've been looking. Not really seeing too many, having my occasional Target crushes still when I returned over Christmas break...you know how it goes. That store really is like hook-up central...and I'd hate to disappoint that reputation. Honestly, that job gets so boring sometimes, how can you fucking not think "WOW that guy is hot" when you're folding men's sweaters.
my friends from home...I miss them all terribly. I miss my conversations with Amanda face-to-face, hearing Brandon's laugh, making fun of Andrew, doing impressions for Steve and everyone, you know, the friends stuff. I loved going back Christmas break and having it feel like nothing ever happened. I really hope our group of friends stays as close as we are. Everyone's so important to me, and I'm not sure I'd be who I am without some of them.
family...yeah I miss my family a lot. I call my parents every night, I'll admit it. I even miss my brother, even though we don't have much of a relationship these days. He's doing his own thing, and I respect that. I do wish he wouldn't give my parents such a hard time sometimes, but he's a good person, and I know he'll be okay.
random things...this should be the funny part. So okay, at school...I love to dance. Me and Rachel have so much fun just saying and doing the most RANDOM shit you can imagine. Adam comes to visit in a few hours, and I can't wait honestly. He's like a brother in a fucked up...way, we all have such good laughs.
so that's basically a good summary of everything right now. I'm going to try and write in this thing everyday about my day...this was kind of just an overall entry I guess. We'll see how this goes :)
alright so what should i write about....there's
-college
-guys
-friends
-family
-random things
i guess i'll go in order.
college is great. I can't say I'm in love with it or anything, but I'm really happy with my decision to go away. It kills me sometimes to be so far away from people I love back home, but it really is worth it to go away. I don't have any regrets about it, and hope I never will. I've met some great friends here...and gotten so close to one of the greatest people i've ever met (yes, you, roomie!) :) After having somewhat of a psycho of a suitemate last semester, it feels great that she transferred. I'm glad Gina has a normal roommate now...and that we don't have to see piss on the toilet seat or overhear Chinese phone conversations 24/7. Of course I've met some people I'm not too fond of here...but doesn't that happen everywhere? But yeah, that pretty much sums up everything.
andddddd onto guys. or lack thereof, I guess you could say. I had a great summer with a guy, first real relationship I had with someone I actually cared about...but that's gone now. Not really by choice, it just wasn't meant to be. He's there, I'm here, and our lives are just at two completely different points. This happened in September...since then I've been looking. Not really seeing too many, having my occasional Target crushes still when I returned over Christmas break...you know how it goes. That store really is like hook-up central...and I'd hate to disappoint that reputation. Honestly, that job gets so boring sometimes, how can you fucking not think "WOW that guy is hot" when you're folding men's sweaters.
my friends from home...I miss them all terribly. I miss my conversations with Amanda face-to-face, hearing Brandon's laugh, making fun of Andrew, doing impressions for Steve and everyone, you know, the friends stuff. I loved going back Christmas break and having it feel like nothing ever happened. I really hope our group of friends stays as close as we are. Everyone's so important to me, and I'm not sure I'd be who I am without some of them.
family...yeah I miss my family a lot. I call my parents every night, I'll admit it. I even miss my brother, even though we don't have much of a relationship these days. He's doing his own thing, and I respect that. I do wish he wouldn't give my parents such a hard time sometimes, but he's a good person, and I know he'll be okay.
random things...this should be the funny part. So okay, at school...I love to dance. Me and Rachel have so much fun just saying and doing the most RANDOM shit you can imagine. Adam comes to visit in a few hours, and I can't wait honestly. He's like a brother in a fucked up...way, we all have such good laughs.
so that's basically a good summary of everything right now. I'm going to try and write in this thing everyday about my day...this was kind of just an overall entry I guess. We'll see how this goes :)