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man these last couple days have been crazy. its been nice to see who i can really count on. people that i never would have expected to be there have really come through and to them i am soo greatful, especially emily, who has dropped everything she can so that i dont ever have to be alone, and brandon, who woke up and drove 45 min to my house at 2 in the morning the night that the accident happened to sit with me as i bawled my eyes out. not bad for a guy that ive only known for 2 weeks. he freakin rocks thou. i was supposed to work five days in a row and my work has been awesome. i only worked saturday and i have the othere 4 days off. the viewing is today and the funeral tomorrow. those are going to be really hard but i feel like i need to be there. i finally slept last night and i ate twice yesterday so i think its getting better. i know i will be ok but this is so hard. sorry if im depressing everyone :( .. im just trying to vent a little. thank you everyone for your comments. its nice to know that youre thinking of me right now. i hope you all have a good day and just be careful when youre out driving.. i do not want to have to do this again. thanks :)