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wow i am sick of people using this place to make other people feel like shit. i am about as honest as they come and you know me very well.. even over the phone you seem to know exactly what i am doing and im not sure how so dont you think you would know if i was lying to you? and what exactly were you trusting me with? we were never "together" so its not like i ever did anything wrong. and also i told you the situation. i didnt do anything anyways. but whatever. you believe what you want to believe because i am starting to think you like making things difficult. it seems to fit your whole "the world is gay and i hate it" attitude. i thought i knew you pretty well too but im starting to see a whole new side. i told you how i feel and i meant every word. maybe there were other people that i was sort of interested in or whatever you wanna call it but i never said you were my one and only, so if thats a lie you think i told you then im sorry i should have been more specific... sorry if that hurts but you can like lots of people in different ways. it could have turned into a whole lot more w/ you and me.. but thats just how i work. i dont meet someone and immediately decide that im never going to talk to another guy again because i have met someone that i think i like. i really really want to be friends w/ you still but you have to decide if you can handle that or not. ok enough of that.
well in the rest of my life...i almost bought a muffler today! :)carlos went looking with me. hes done all kinds of stuff to his cars so i wanted someone who knew what they were talking about go to w/ me. he has an 03 mustang cobra w/ 500 hp! that thing is sooo freakin fast. 16lbs of boost, and svt engine.. its nuts. but now im thinking about just getting a better air filter but those require a lot of maintaince so we'll see.. i need to read more and figure stuff out. my dance recital is tonite! this studio is the best one i have ever been a part of. the girls and the teachers and stuff are so awesome. i really wish i could be in their hip hop company next year but i will be at school. this party that i almost went to last nite got busted!! good thing i decided to go home instead. i have to work alllll day tomorrow but i think its supposed to rain :) lets hope so. it was HOT out today so im glad i wasnt working. Bob and i are gonna hang out tonite :)i havent seen him in a couple of days. his best friend got married in michigan this weekend so hes been gone. i had to work and do other things so i couldnt go. (that is to show you im not hiding stuff incase you count that as lying also). well laurens coming over pretty soon to wash her car so im going outside.
well in the rest of my life...i almost bought a muffler today! :)carlos went looking with me. hes done all kinds of stuff to his cars so i wanted someone who knew what they were talking about go to w/ me. he has an 03 mustang cobra w/ 500 hp! that thing is sooo freakin fast. 16lbs of boost, and svt engine.. its nuts. but now im thinking about just getting a better air filter but those require a lot of maintaince so we'll see.. i need to read more and figure stuff out. my dance recital is tonite! this studio is the best one i have ever been a part of. the girls and the teachers and stuff are so awesome. i really wish i could be in their hip hop company next year but i will be at school. this party that i almost went to last nite got busted!! good thing i decided to go home instead. i have to work alllll day tomorrow but i think its supposed to rain :) lets hope so. it was HOT out today so im glad i wasnt working. Bob and i are gonna hang out tonite :)i havent seen him in a couple of days. his best friend got married in michigan this weekend so hes been gone. i had to work and do other things so i couldnt go. (that is to show you im not hiding stuff incase you count that as lying also). well laurens coming over pretty soon to wash her car so im going outside.