Sleep? Whats that?
Im tired. Very tired.
But I guess thats what happens when you dont sleep at all. Last night after seeing The LAB/Conlen/Feeling Left out I went to a party at 1:00 a.m. and got an hr of sleep. It was worth it though, I had a lot of fun. But right now Im kicking myself because tomorrow I have two IMPORTANT exams and its hard to study when my body is high on caffeine and no sleep. Im real smart...especially since Im updating this. Oh procrastination, how I love you.
November 14th.
Last year at this time I was in an AWFUL relationship that consisted of tears and fighting..and thats basically it. It makes me sad that I was stupid enough to waste so much time on something so insincere. I thought I could be Superwoman and fix every glitch and fault..but I couldnt. When one of your best friends has to call your phone just so that you'll have an excuse to leave your boyfriends room because you just dont feel safe..thats a sign right there. Maybe I thought there was something good deep down to hold onto because there are some fun memories, but thats where it ends. Unhappiness and fear are not a good mix...and in a relationship there should be neither of those.
Now its a year later and I dont even acknowledge that part of my past (which is a good thing). There are good guys out there..and Im happy I found one of them. I dont have to fix any glitches or call someone to rescue me or become totally numb from being unhappy and angry. Im happy and thats it.
But I guess thats what happens when you dont sleep at all. Last night after seeing The LAB/Conlen/Feeling Left out I went to a party at 1:00 a.m. and got an hr of sleep. It was worth it though, I had a lot of fun. But right now Im kicking myself because tomorrow I have two IMPORTANT exams and its hard to study when my body is high on caffeine and no sleep. Im real smart...especially since Im updating this. Oh procrastination, how I love you.
November 14th.
Last year at this time I was in an AWFUL relationship that consisted of tears and fighting..and thats basically it. It makes me sad that I was stupid enough to waste so much time on something so insincere. I thought I could be Superwoman and fix every glitch and fault..but I couldnt. When one of your best friends has to call your phone just so that you'll have an excuse to leave your boyfriends room because you just dont feel safe..thats a sign right there. Maybe I thought there was something good deep down to hold onto because there are some fun memories, but thats where it ends. Unhappiness and fear are not a good mix...and in a relationship there should be neither of those.
Now its a year later and I dont even acknowledge that part of my past (which is a good thing). There are good guys out there..and Im happy I found one of them. I dont have to fix any glitches or call someone to rescue me or become totally numb from being unhappy and angry. Im happy and thats it.