let's go fly a kite...
UNI IS OVER.
actually, it was over YESTERDAY... but i was too upset to be in a properly celebratory manner.
this was because firstly, with uni ending, i felt a bit lost.
when i came back here i went pretty much straight into uni - into purpose and structure.
but finishing uni for the semester i had the chance to re-evaluate the move home and realise that, much as i am happy right now, i still do really miss europe and the life i had there.
really though, my purpose isn't gone, next year it'll all start again, until i can return.
so feeling better about that this morning.
secondly, i've been extremely and increasingly stressed the last couple days.
but although still pain and no reason for it, my worst fears have been relieved and i just need to wait and see how things go.
so, relief and relaxation are the order of the day. yes i know.. you all hate me.
well fine, but i think i deserve this.
i'm gonna go read a book.
actually, it was over YESTERDAY... but i was too upset to be in a properly celebratory manner.
this was because firstly, with uni ending, i felt a bit lost.
when i came back here i went pretty much straight into uni - into purpose and structure.
but finishing uni for the semester i had the chance to re-evaluate the move home and realise that, much as i am happy right now, i still do really miss europe and the life i had there.
really though, my purpose isn't gone, next year it'll all start again, until i can return.
so feeling better about that this morning.
secondly, i've been extremely and increasingly stressed the last couple days.
but although still pain and no reason for it, my worst fears have been relieved and i just need to wait and see how things go.
so, relief and relaxation are the order of the day. yes i know.. you all hate me.
well fine, but i think i deserve this.
i'm gonna go read a book.