so its been awhile and we are still as fucked as usual....
alot has happened in the last month or so and it probably has been one of the longest months of my life
-ive realized whatever it is is pointless but now we have become too good of friends to just walk away
-im a selfish bastard and either way i will remain hurting
- my great grandmothers nieghbor said he was going to kill her
-i looked down the barrel of a gun and told the piece of shit to do his worst
-stayed awake throughout the nights ready to shoot the next bastard to come through her door
-obtained two gorgeous dogs that when combined they wiegh more than me
-got a tat of a blue star on my left pec
-started san andreas again and realized how cool it is
- ive abandoned alot of my friends
-ive told 95 percent of my family they are dead to me
-i miss my father
- i cant escape this state of depression
-carnivale is an awesome show
-i always tell you how much i care about you in your deaf ear because if you knew it would end our friendship
- i miss alot of things i know i can never have back
-im spent
-ive realized whatever it is is pointless but now we have become too good of friends to just walk away
-im a selfish bastard and either way i will remain hurting
- my great grandmothers nieghbor said he was going to kill her
-i looked down the barrel of a gun and told the piece of shit to do his worst
-stayed awake throughout the nights ready to shoot the next bastard to come through her door
-obtained two gorgeous dogs that when combined they wiegh more than me
-got a tat of a blue star on my left pec
-started san andreas again and realized how cool it is
- ive abandoned alot of my friends
-ive told 95 percent of my family they are dead to me
-i miss my father
- i cant escape this state of depression
-carnivale is an awesome show
-i always tell you how much i care about you in your deaf ear because if you knew it would end our friendship
- i miss alot of things i know i can never have back
-im spent