It isnt as pretty as it looked from outside the glass

[dreamkittykat]

You know..
im not one to think much..
you know, you tell me to do something,
i usually do it

So anway,
i got to thinking why it is i dislike to think...
and i realised..
it hurts..
like not just my brain..
but everything you know?
i mean, i seem to have it all
dads wallet = my purse..correct?
but doesnt that mean,
that nothing is really mine?
i mean what do i really possess in this world?
absolutely jack
as my father told me: 'Rahili, you are an investment, and god damn i better get my money's worth'
see this is a shitload of money ive leached..am i capable of being 'money's worth'?

you know when you look at jewelry in a pretty shop, and it looks so nice, under its glass case, with the lights on it..you realise after awhile that once outside the pretty glass box, its nothing, just metal
Rahili Islam, This Is Your Life