Let go of that bowling ball.
Well it's snowing again.
For those of you that aren't in Indy, then know this. It snowed 14inchs last week, which locked us in for 2 days and I got to work from home and hurt my back shoveling snow. A investment in a snow blower is in our future. Well we just got dug out of that last snow and the roads were back to normal and then mother nature decided to let us have it again. It's only going to be a few inches, but it's enough to mess up everyone's day and tick us off.
Good news, is that I may not lose my health coverage for depression. That's good, because I found if I miss my 2X daily med. I get really bitchy and want to hurt people. So it's better for all if I can continue to afford my meds.
Well it's offical. The doctors say that my grandpa only has a couple weeks left. I'm going up to see him Saturday and I should be able to drop by and see him after my doctor's appointment Monday. I'm kind of a mix of emotions. I knew it was coming, wanting to admit it or not. I've seen my uncle go through this, and I'm glad my grandpa isn't suffering as much. I feel so sorry for my grandma. I can't even imagine what losing a spouse feels like. I know it would most likely kill me if I ever lost Brett. I don't know what I'm supposed to feel. My meds are helping me keep in control though. I cried silently in Brett's arms when I found out that it was all over but the shouting as Mom put it. I knew I had people I could talk to. One of which is my Mother in law. She has been a great support to me though all of this. Concidering the time I was limited on my options and I just wanted to get my mind off of it. So I put in a call to Tokyo Cowgirl. It's been great having her a phone call away. She's great to talk to. What I didn't expect was for me to break down first thing on the phone call. I knew she would understand and be able to get my mind off of things. I just feel sorry for her having to hear me blubbering on the phone first off. But she helped me greatly and I'm really appreciative. Between her an my crazy kitten that seems to know when I'm feeling down, I was able to pull myself together again. I slept through the night ok. I feel asleep to The Princess Bride and woke up when Unforgiven came on, only to find Rory watching it intently. Who knew she was a Clint Eastwood fan, or is it she just likes westerns. Either was she takes after me alright. I'm doing better. I really am. But I won't be 100% for awhile and I think everyone will understand that.
We can't afford the place in Greenfield, but there is a place closer to home we can. So when all this blasted snow goes away I'll go see it and see if it will fit what we need. I think it will.
Well I need to get back to work. Laters! Savvy?
-Aislin
For those of you that aren't in Indy, then know this. It snowed 14inchs last week, which locked us in for 2 days and I got to work from home and hurt my back shoveling snow. A investment in a snow blower is in our future. Well we just got dug out of that last snow and the roads were back to normal and then mother nature decided to let us have it again. It's only going to be a few inches, but it's enough to mess up everyone's day and tick us off.
Good news, is that I may not lose my health coverage for depression. That's good, because I found if I miss my 2X daily med. I get really bitchy and want to hurt people. So it's better for all if I can continue to afford my meds.
Well it's offical. The doctors say that my grandpa only has a couple weeks left. I'm going up to see him Saturday and I should be able to drop by and see him after my doctor's appointment Monday. I'm kind of a mix of emotions. I knew it was coming, wanting to admit it or not. I've seen my uncle go through this, and I'm glad my grandpa isn't suffering as much. I feel so sorry for my grandma. I can't even imagine what losing a spouse feels like. I know it would most likely kill me if I ever lost Brett. I don't know what I'm supposed to feel. My meds are helping me keep in control though. I cried silently in Brett's arms when I found out that it was all over but the shouting as Mom put it. I knew I had people I could talk to. One of which is my Mother in law. She has been a great support to me though all of this. Concidering the time I was limited on my options and I just wanted to get my mind off of it. So I put in a call to Tokyo Cowgirl. It's been great having her a phone call away. She's great to talk to. What I didn't expect was for me to break down first thing on the phone call. I knew she would understand and be able to get my mind off of things. I just feel sorry for her having to hear me blubbering on the phone first off. But she helped me greatly and I'm really appreciative. Between her an my crazy kitten that seems to know when I'm feeling down, I was able to pull myself together again. I slept through the night ok. I feel asleep to The Princess Bride and woke up when Unforgiven came on, only to find Rory watching it intently. Who knew she was a Clint Eastwood fan, or is it she just likes westerns. Either was she takes after me alright. I'm doing better. I really am. But I won't be 100% for awhile and I think everyone will understand that.
We can't afford the place in Greenfield, but there is a place closer to home we can. So when all this blasted snow goes away I'll go see it and see if it will fit what we need. I think it will.
Well I need to get back to work. Laters! Savvy?
-Aislin