my christmas wish

[dreaminofthesky]

my Christmas wish is that u all feel as happy as i did for a short time tonight all the time. its not a happiness that someone else gives u its a happiness u find in side. I had never felt that before.. i and probably never will again but for little while tonight I was happy. In spite of the world around me I was happy and because of the world around me I was happy. God I hope u can all feel that kind of happiness even if for just a minute I hope I fell that again some day but I don’t expect it to happen. It was the best feeling in the world. That’s what I wish to you. May u all be happy. Not happy because someone makes u happy. Happy because u are. It may only happen for a few minutes but if it ever happens. Be thankful.

conor was right

because if i can't make myself feel better
then how can i expect anyone else to give a shit