May 23, 2005 10:54
Since my last entry…
Home has been different
I just wish I had any energy at all
Im so weak… so tired all the time.. I don’t have any energy to do the things that make me happy.. I hate it I wanna be better… I want to be well so bad right now… we’ll see
I just have this feeling of dread all around me, like my whole world is coming crashing down.. im so stressed all the time here… I just feel like there is just to much .. its all just to much stuff I have to balance.. with me being sick its just imposable.. it makes me so sad.. AHHH I just wanna scream
This weekend was fun but again I was not fun cus im so sick.. but whatever I hope that everyone doesn’t hate me now..
I got my grades.. I couldn’t be more excited about that.. 3 A’s 3 B’s and 1 C… its amazing…that is the only good thing that has happened since I have been home..