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ive been feeling so depressed lately.. this whole thing with dan is killing me. some of my friends want me to press charges, but i think that would jus put more stress on me that i REALLY dont need right now...
god i just dont know what to do anymore! i feel so lost and vulnerable and confused. **deep sigh**
on the bright side...i applied for a job at applebees. i hope i get it. im in desperate need of some money and haveing a diversion for my pathetic excuse of a life wouldnt be so bad either.
more good news: i havent cut in 3 days. i kno thats not much but considering all the shit ive been going through, i feel like that is a huge accomplishment.
well, off to do some hw.. fun fun..
xoxox lotsa love, lexi
god i just dont know what to do anymore! i feel so lost and vulnerable and confused. **deep sigh**
on the bright side...i applied for a job at applebees. i hope i get it. im in desperate need of some money and haveing a diversion for my pathetic excuse of a life wouldnt be so bad either.
more good news: i havent cut in 3 days. i kno thats not much but considering all the shit ive been going through, i feel like that is a huge accomplishment.
well, off to do some hw.. fun fun..
xoxox lotsa love, lexi