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well, for this whole past week i have not been hungry at all. the only thing ive eatin all week is an energy bar and a peice of fruit, which was before my track practices.
my parents are startin to get on me about not eating. they have noticed i dont dinner (they kno i never eat breakfast, and i pack lunch and give it to some friends) and my mom said im loosing alot of weight. actually, i get at least one person a day tell me that. it makes me happy but im scared they mite send me to the hospital again :(
i ran 3 miles today! goin to the park tomoro to run 3 more.
woop woop! i got an interview tomoro for a job at maurices!!!! i hope i get it cause i need money so bad rite now and it would be a great diversion from my sucky ass depressing life
also: i havent cut in a WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK!!!!! go me! that is the longest ive gone ever! hopefully i can keep this up. but its getting hard, im always stressed and ive been really depressed and pissy recently, and just the fact that i feel like i need to...its like, all my pain and problems disappear when i cut...
thats all for now chickas! stay strong and beautiful! <3 lexi
my parents are startin to get on me about not eating. they have noticed i dont dinner (they kno i never eat breakfast, and i pack lunch and give it to some friends) and my mom said im loosing alot of weight. actually, i get at least one person a day tell me that. it makes me happy but im scared they mite send me to the hospital again :(
i ran 3 miles today! goin to the park tomoro to run 3 more.
woop woop! i got an interview tomoro for a job at maurices!!!! i hope i get it cause i need money so bad rite now and it would be a great diversion from my sucky ass depressing life
also: i havent cut in a WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK!!!!! go me! that is the longest ive gone ever! hopefully i can keep this up. but its getting hard, im always stressed and ive been really depressed and pissy recently, and just the fact that i feel like i need to...its like, all my pain and problems disappear when i cut...
thats all for now chickas! stay strong and beautiful! <3 lexi