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Back at home. moving was awful. took about 5days to get everything out and hand over the keys. im glad ive moved out. im staying at mums - not certain on how long but i'll think about it while over in melbourne next week. Since moving home ive been eating regularly which is good but i find myself to be so hungry even after eating the 3 main meals i have this horrid addiction to chocolate just a taste or a slither of chocolate will get me through my day. lol. i crave it in the evenings. and i would usually eat two bars of chocolate before i felt satisfied. i havent had any chocolate since yesterday and i feel like i really just one tiny peice will get me through the day.. but of course i'll want another and then another. ugh.
Rach leaves bigpond friday. im so happy that shes leaving, shes turned into a real bitch since loosing weight. congrats to her but i cant pretend anymore. she'll approach me at work to scab a smoke or to tell me how busy her life is now. told her she can tell me more about it sometime over dinner and she snarled. meh. avoidance is the key.
will have two beers friday night as my way of celebrating with work one of the english girls birthday (19th) i cant stand it when you think people are so much older then your first thought.. it is pretty cool though.
Rach leaves bigpond friday. im so happy that shes leaving, shes turned into a real bitch since loosing weight. congrats to her but i cant pretend anymore. she'll approach me at work to scab a smoke or to tell me how busy her life is now. told her she can tell me more about it sometime over dinner and she snarled. meh. avoidance is the key.
will have two beers friday night as my way of celebrating with work one of the english girls birthday (19th) i cant stand it when you think people are so much older then your first thought.. it is pretty cool though.