Mar 18, 2009 22:16
i managed to get both shoulders done on the weekend. was ment to get my chest but went for the sleeves instead. im pretty happy with it but each time i take my top off i scare myself with the sight of it... its something that will i guess grow on me but its a massive change.. just got the outline on both sides. am yet to tell mum, i may just keep it a secret for now. yeh, good one liz.
went to the doctor monday - took annual leave for the day to see this guy, the forensic physcologist is what hes known for.. but he told me not to get frightened or anything by the name. as i thought it was a bit odd my gp sent me to see him.. hes fantastic. seems to have an answer for everything, i'd forgotten my medicare card which then prevented him from diagnosing me with whatever it is i have. so far hes concluded that growing up i was insecure, paranoid and depressed. yes.. thankfully im not paying this guy to tell me what ialready know.. hes pretty funny too which is an added bonus.
but i look forward to the next 2 sessions in early april. :)
went out monday morning for a birthday brunch with mum, i didnt want to spend any more time in this house.. which leads me to the point that im going to be moving out.. oh the joys.. im not thrilled about it but im thrilled i wont have any further contact with the bitch again. the bitch - the person - if you want to call her that..that ive been friends with for the last 5 years if you havent guessed it already.
ive decided to go to the gym tomorrow morning or this morning to get back into it. will lower my monthly rateas i really cant afford to fork out 100 a fortnight and get back into the swing of things.