So it hasnt been that long and already i have given up on a long distance relationship. Its lonely. I didnt want to given in to feeling like this. ive been reading "men are from mars, women are from venus"makes sense, kinda wish i had read it earlier to understand or even give me an idea on how most mens minds work. That elastic band theory, true. But it means nothing right now. I like him, and i like me liking him. but i never see him. Ive stopped hanging out with Jim, certain people need to be ignored for the moment purely because i dont like me when im around them. its draining.