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first real buzz in almost 3 weeks. stopped myself last time, for good reason. slowed it down today for good reason, the walk home was a necessary action. still not over the unresolved issues. missing someone terribly. uncertainty, though natural and inevitable, is a weakness of mine. part of the non drinking was out of guilt thats built on prior instances. part based on self control, knowing that alcohol is flammable... fuck me...
i want to watch cute cartoons. head in the cloud. my feet lose balance on the ground.
lyrics have been screaming your name and have been impossibly spot on lately. i.e. "monkey on my back." fuck. its only been three weeks.
i want to watch cute cartoons. head in the cloud. my feet lose balance on the ground.
lyrics have been screaming your name and have been impossibly spot on lately. i.e. "monkey on my back." fuck. its only been three weeks.