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everytime i talk to my parents they yell at me and tell me what i'm doing wrong unless i'm giving them a hair cut. they don't ever come down to see me in atlanta or eat dinner with me. when they do, it's at their convenience. my mom would rather come pay for my pedicure then get one with me. and when i ask if my friends can come over they tell me they don't like having people over all the sudden, even though their friends are over ever single week. my dad comes to move my washer and dryer out of my apartment so i can clean up everything behind it, but instead of telling me how spit shine my apartment is, he just goes on and on about what i haven't cleaned yet.
sooner or later i'm gonna have to drop out of school. no one even gives fuck. no one ever did. it's only fun to be around whenever i can buy people shit or let them use something. they can't ever just not be pieces of shit. i fucking hate everyone. there is not ANYTHING or anyone i have to depend on. my whole like is "...in the mean time..." always waiting for something good to happen that never does. friends that don't give a shit where i am or what i'm doing, my parents who are in their own little world that doesn't involve me or my friends until i call them out.. then they get all defensive, and the only boyfriends i've ever had are mooch cheater liar pieces of shit that make me feel like a ugly failure. i can safely say i hate everything.
what the fuck happened to last year? my mom used to care about where i was and what i was doing. my dad used to cheer me up.
someone hit me with their car. i'm not meant for this world and these people.
sooner or later i'm gonna have to drop out of school. no one even gives fuck. no one ever did. it's only fun to be around whenever i can buy people shit or let them use something. they can't ever just not be pieces of shit. i fucking hate everyone. there is not ANYTHING or anyone i have to depend on. my whole like is "...in the mean time..." always waiting for something good to happen that never does. friends that don't give a shit where i am or what i'm doing, my parents who are in their own little world that doesn't involve me or my friends until i call them out.. then they get all defensive, and the only boyfriends i've ever had are mooch cheater liar pieces of shit that make me feel like a ugly failure. i can safely say i hate everything.
what the fuck happened to last year? my mom used to care about where i was and what i was doing. my dad used to cheer me up.
someone hit me with their car. i'm not meant for this world and these people.