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i can't explain how hurt i am right now.
like a billion knives just stabbed me.
over and over and over again.
just seeing it there.
it automatically made my eyes fill up with water
and my whole body begin to tremble and shake.
i just glanced at it. just glanced.
and it turned my entire day upside down.
made my stomach feel like it was in my feet.
every muscle just twisted and cringed.
and then the crying and shaking began.
i got up and just ran into jessica's room.
and stood there shaking and crying.
and there is nothing i can do about it.
nothing at all.
i honestly did not expect this from you.
i can't believe you would do this to me.
i just don't understand why.
like a billion knives just stabbed me.
over and over and over again.
just seeing it there.
it automatically made my eyes fill up with water
and my whole body begin to tremble and shake.
i just glanced at it. just glanced.
and it turned my entire day upside down.
made my stomach feel like it was in my feet.
every muscle just twisted and cringed.
and then the crying and shaking began.
i got up and just ran into jessica's room.
and stood there shaking and crying.
and there is nothing i can do about it.
nothing at all.
i honestly did not expect this from you.
i can't believe you would do this to me.
i just don't understand why.