Aug 28, 2006 21:30
Gow is in college...
That is so weird.
I can remember when Jon went off to college. It seems like it was forever ago. Hmmm, that was nearly six years ago. It is funny looking back on things. It sounds kind of soft, but I can recall one night right before Jon was getting ready to move out. I was in the top bunk in the "boys' room" (which Renata kind of took over and wrote all over the walls). Just thinking about Jon being all grown up, moving out, and moving away from the Ditt house- it made me cry. Mom came up into my room and asked what was wrong. I just asked her this: "Why does everything have to change?"
That was six years ago. Now I am finally in college. It doesn't feel quite right. If I am in college now, that means the next thing in my life is a job. And then probably marriage. And then kids! Ahhhh! Now, don't get me wrong, I really want to have kids. But not anytime soon. I know it is still a ways off, but so was college. I can remember playing hotbox in the street. It seems like it was just yesterday. And now I'm in college. I know, I know people, these are the best four years of my life. Or in Ester's case, six. All I'm saying is, life is far too short and it sure does come at you fast.