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[dreamingonmute]

I'm so tired of taking these steroids.
I'm so tired of being fat.
I just want to be the way I was.
I have 2 outlooks on this.

1)I could be really sick and have my innards taken out
2)I can gain weight

Gaining weight seems to be the only option I have because I want kids.

But I'm tired of this shit.
Sickkkkk to death of it.

Not too much longer before I get to stop taking these fucking shots.
But it's going to be a pain in the ass to get back to exactly how I was.

*sad face*