Sort of Sad
Have you ever felt like you are being used for entertainment. Or have you ever seemed that the person you love is really mean and says things that upset you. I guess this might be how i am feeling now. I donno its weird like i love to spend time with her but sometimes she is just really mean i guess i donno it might sound bad but whatever. And you know sometimes i have to think if she is kidding or serious and some of the things she says arn't right to say to your bf. Sometimes i guess i just wonder if that this is for real or what. And i guess u could say i amsad but i can't get seem to tell her this becusae everytime i am with her i forget i feel this way and it is not until after we hang out and like something bad happens that i think this.Well this is a bad entry so i amgoing to go. Bye!!!