Hot
I still feel as if I'm melting here. It's way too hot and I don't think it will get better soon. I just want to sit somewhere cool and wait until it's colder again. *sighs*
Heh, now that I'm here, I noticed that hardly anyone else is online. Where is everybody?! Are you really only online at night?! :( I feel kinda lonely at the moment. And, hm, it doesn't help, if you're online, but are doing something else, like calling someone else, instead of talking. I mean, you can still call someone, when you're not online with a messenger. You remember that entry about me feeling like a burden? There it is again! When I'm talking to this person, I feel like I'm only annoying to her, since she's hardly answering. Why am I even online then? I think I'll just stay away from MSN for a while, since some people there don't want to talk to me - at least that's what it feels like. And, no, I'm not complaining. I'm just stating what I feel. :( And since someone told me that I can say everything to her, I'm doing it now, in the hopes of it getting better and not worse. *sighs*
Anyways, my day kinda sucked. *lol* Economics was so boring today that I had to draw to keep me awake! And I never draw during class! But this time, I did it. Nothing special, just some little things, but it helped me. *lol* And German...now that really sucked! I was so pissed off during that class. How can some people be so rude?! I swear, if she would have said something to me, I would've told her what I think of her. I mean, she's such a bitch to everyone and I can honestly say that I never liked her. So, if she ever decides to say something to me, she'll be in big trouble!
Did I already mention that it's too hot here?! And that there are some loud noises coming from downstairs?! o_o
Heh, now that I'm here, I noticed that hardly anyone else is online. Where is everybody?! Are you really only online at night?! :( I feel kinda lonely at the moment. And, hm, it doesn't help, if you're online, but are doing something else, like calling someone else, instead of talking. I mean, you can still call someone, when you're not online with a messenger. You remember that entry about me feeling like a burden? There it is again! When I'm talking to this person, I feel like I'm only annoying to her, since she's hardly answering. Why am I even online then? I think I'll just stay away from MSN for a while, since some people there don't want to talk to me - at least that's what it feels like. And, no, I'm not complaining. I'm just stating what I feel. :( And since someone told me that I can say everything to her, I'm doing it now, in the hopes of it getting better and not worse. *sighs*
Anyways, my day kinda sucked. *lol* Economics was so boring today that I had to draw to keep me awake! And I never draw during class! But this time, I did it. Nothing special, just some little things, but it helped me. *lol* And German...now that really sucked! I was so pissed off during that class. How can some people be so rude?! I swear, if she would have said something to me, I would've told her what I think of her. I mean, she's such a bitch to everyone and I can honestly say that I never liked her. So, if she ever decides to say something to me, she'll be in big trouble!
Did I already mention that it's too hot here?! And that there are some loud noises coming from downstairs?! o_o