This my shit.
STUPID SCHOOL BE OVER!!!
Orchestra: Quartet gig, afterschool rehearsal, memorizing Con Te Partiro for the principal's retirement party.
Psych: Final project poem. Test corrections.
History: Genocide project.
Spanish: Review section project. Final Exam.
English: Three page paper comparing Death of a Salesmen and The Great Gatsby.
Physics: All that stupid missing work that I probably won't end up doing. Final Exam on stuff I won't understand.
Precalc: Pass the stupid final.
There's so much to do and I have absolutely no motivation to do it. ARGH!!
Summer, where are you?
A few notes for people who probably will never see them.
1. What the fuck IS wrong with you? Make yourself feel like shit, I'm so freaking tired of it. I don't know what else I can give you if I don't want to be with you right now. Let's just fucking focus on you and how depressive and awful your life is because I can't be exactly what you need. You're my best friend, we've been closer than I have been with anyone! Why can't you accept what we are for now and just wait to see how it turns out? Don't get pissed when I just want to explore and enjoy my life, and don't give me sarcastic shit about how you'll never use that again. Fuck you.
2. I really enjoyed what we had that one night, it sucks that you didn't want it to work out. That really hurt me but I hope nothing's awkward when you get back.
3. I want things to work out with you. I'll take it slow, I'll do whatever it takes because I want to be with you. Be mine and I'll be yours. Let's hold hands. Walk me to my car, kiss me goodnight. Only nine days more.
Orchestra: Quartet gig, afterschool rehearsal, memorizing Con Te Partiro for the principal's retirement party.
Psych: Final project poem. Test corrections.
History: Genocide project.
Spanish: Review section project. Final Exam.
English: Three page paper comparing Death of a Salesmen and The Great Gatsby.
Physics: All that stupid missing work that I probably won't end up doing. Final Exam on stuff I won't understand.
Precalc: Pass the stupid final.
There's so much to do and I have absolutely no motivation to do it. ARGH!!
Summer, where are you?
A few notes for people who probably will never see them.
1. What the fuck IS wrong with you? Make yourself feel like shit, I'm so freaking tired of it. I don't know what else I can give you if I don't want to be with you right now. Let's just fucking focus on you and how depressive and awful your life is because I can't be exactly what you need. You're my best friend, we've been closer than I have been with anyone! Why can't you accept what we are for now and just wait to see how it turns out? Don't get pissed when I just want to explore and enjoy my life, and don't give me sarcastic shit about how you'll never use that again. Fuck you.
2. I really enjoyed what we had that one night, it sucks that you didn't want it to work out. That really hurt me but I hope nothing's awkward when you get back.
3. I want things to work out with you. I'll take it slow, I'll do whatever it takes because I want to be with you. Be mine and I'll be yours. Let's hold hands. Walk me to my car, kiss me goodnight. Only nine days more.