hmmm....
i went to a movie tonight and one of the lines was "before you can move on you have to accept what has happened, and once you have greived it you will finally be able to let it go." and then in a devo i had, i keep reading about how god gives strength. i cant understand!!!!!! i know that the line applies to brian with the whole amber thing, but i hope its not applying to me, not yet. this is so hard! blah! im gonna go sing happy bday to my bro and put on my smile. then im gonna go pass out and make it impossible to think about this by hiding in sleep. smiles everyone