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Hey. Hope everyone had a good Christmas. I did, it was a lot of fun to see my family again. My friends have been great so far. Gosh I miss them so much when I'm away. Paige, Jen's daughter has been absolutely adorable. Haha, she remembers everything I ever tell her. Its almost scary. I got a letter from Katie yesterday, and it made me cry. In a good way though. She's such an amazing person, I love her. I think Joe is coming to see me for New Years. I'm excited, but at the same time, I have a bad feeling about it. I think the only reason I have a bad feeling is because the other day he was telling me about how when he was hanging out with Sarah and she started talking about some other boy, he was really sad. So hearing him talking about another girl made me sad, and poor Eric had to cuddle and cheer me up. Ahh, speaking of him, I ran into his ex, Ashley last night. You know, the one we broke up for. It was great, let me tell ya. Not really. I hate her. And I mean, hate. Enough about her. She's no one special after all. New Years eve should be quite spectacular all in all. Hehe. We're making a jello shot cake for Krista's boyfriends birthday. Hehe, instead of using actual jello shots, we're just gonna make 3 pans of the jello and stack it for tiers. I'm so excited. Haha. Well, I have to get going. Talk to everyone later, and to everyone back in Quincy, I miss you!!!
<3 Steph
Look at the memories one last time. Then delete them. Go for a drive. Drive over a bridge and just let them drown. Please. Change them if you have to. Pretend they are exactly opposite of what you remember. Anything to help. Because I'm done. I'm over it, its over me. Now repeat it, convincingly this time.
To those of you trying to figure that out, please don't. You'll just be wrong, sorry dears.