SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED
I hate this house.
So I'm using my Dad's computer, as is often the case during the day when they're not home or when they're not using it. But I don't like IE very much, so I install Mozilla onto his 120+ gig hard drive (of which only perhaps 20 gig or so is being used, at most). And UH-OH! I accidentally set it to the default browser, but don't realize this until later.
Later: Dad is using computer, then starts bitching cause Mozilla pops up instead of IE. OH NOES! Dad (and Tracy, his little yes-bitch) start bitching at me because I DARED to change his settings (as if the problem couldn't be corrected in ten seconds and no harm done). But, of course, Dad refuses to allow me to make my own account on his machine because it's 'his' - but he doesn't like it when his settings accidentally change. So what does he do? Decide to password protect it so I can never use his machine again. Why? Because he's a childish little fuck (and dares to call me selfish).
After that, I swallow the words I really want to say and go back to my room. Then he comes in later and tells me he's decided to not let me use the car for anything except work. Period. And once I get out of school (in December), I'm off the insurance - which means if I don't have a car of my own by then, I'm fucked. But on my current job, I can't afford a car. So now I'm stuck with expensive commute costs, and the inability to see my boyfriend outside of school. WHAT THE FUCK!?
Oh, and apparently come January I'm supposed to be able to afford a car, gas, insurance, and medication - ALL of those things necessary for me to hold any sort of job whatsoever. Because, you know, I can do that working 16-20 hours a week at 7.50, when I have to pay a MINIMUM of $50 in transportation costs ALONE each week, never mind everything else. And, of course, I'm also somehow supposed to maintain ANY kind of social life at all, AND pay my parents back what I owe them, AND see my boyfriend. Jesus fucking Christ.
...and I don't want to get angrier, so I'm stopping now.
So I'm using my Dad's computer, as is often the case during the day when they're not home or when they're not using it. But I don't like IE very much, so I install Mozilla onto his 120+ gig hard drive (of which only perhaps 20 gig or so is being used, at most). And UH-OH! I accidentally set it to the default browser, but don't realize this until later.
Later: Dad is using computer, then starts bitching cause Mozilla pops up instead of IE. OH NOES! Dad (and Tracy, his little yes-bitch) start bitching at me because I DARED to change his settings (as if the problem couldn't be corrected in ten seconds and no harm done). But, of course, Dad refuses to allow me to make my own account on his machine because it's 'his' - but he doesn't like it when his settings accidentally change. So what does he do? Decide to password protect it so I can never use his machine again. Why? Because he's a childish little fuck (and dares to call me selfish).
After that, I swallow the words I really want to say and go back to my room. Then he comes in later and tells me he's decided to not let me use the car for anything except work. Period. And once I get out of school (in December), I'm off the insurance - which means if I don't have a car of my own by then, I'm fucked. But on my current job, I can't afford a car. So now I'm stuck with expensive commute costs, and the inability to see my boyfriend outside of school. WHAT THE FUCK!?
Oh, and apparently come January I'm supposed to be able to afford a car, gas, insurance, and medication - ALL of those things necessary for me to hold any sort of job whatsoever. Because, you know, I can do that working 16-20 hours a week at 7.50, when I have to pay a MINIMUM of $50 in transportation costs ALONE each week, never mind everything else. And, of course, I'm also somehow supposed to maintain ANY kind of social life at all, AND pay my parents back what I owe them, AND see my boyfriend. Jesus fucking Christ.
...and I don't want to get angrier, so I'm stopping now.