Sigh
By this time, Gil is well on his way overseas, heading towards Japan, where he'll stop for a few hours before heading to Manila. I saw him for at least a little while every day this week, except today (obviously), since he left at 5 am for the airport...and I'm already missing him. I'm already missing the fact that I can't come home and complain to him about work, and talk about my day with him...or the fact that I got new RAM for my computer and how much I hope it'll work. He's probably sleeping, or watching a movie, or reading one of the books I gave him for the trip...sigh.
I know how much he loathed going on this trip, and I wish I could've gone with him (or better yet, kept him here!). But then, had circumstances been such that I were welcome to go with him, then he probably wouldn't have been so against the trip to begin with. Still, I hope it goes well for him. Hopefully these three weeks will pass by quickly for both of us. I say that now, but I'm already counting the days. Three more weeks. :\
On the bright side, I'm not as anxious (yet) as I thought I would be. I *am* getting better about that, slowly. But like I said above, this is just the first day, so...we'll see.
But I promised Gil I wouldn't sit around moping or drowning in anxiety if I could help it, so I'm making the effort.
Also, Gil was here for Wednesday, the 12th, our 1 year anniversary! :D I can't believe it's been a whole year already, and we're still going strong. :)
To Gil (since I know you'll read this soon enough): I hope the trip there was uneventful, and I hope you're enjoying the books I lent you. *hugs* I hope you'll get net access soon, but I know you probably won't be in Manila until sometime tomorrow, our time...at the earliest. Regardless, I'm thinking of you...and I love you! :)
Also to Gil: I'm really wishing I took those pictures I wanted. ;)
I know how much he loathed going on this trip, and I wish I could've gone with him (or better yet, kept him here!). But then, had circumstances been such that I were welcome to go with him, then he probably wouldn't have been so against the trip to begin with. Still, I hope it goes well for him. Hopefully these three weeks will pass by quickly for both of us. I say that now, but I'm already counting the days. Three more weeks. :\
On the bright side, I'm not as anxious (yet) as I thought I would be. I *am* getting better about that, slowly. But like I said above, this is just the first day, so...we'll see.
But I promised Gil I wouldn't sit around moping or drowning in anxiety if I could help it, so I'm making the effort.
Also, Gil was here for Wednesday, the 12th, our 1 year anniversary! :D I can't believe it's been a whole year already, and we're still going strong. :)
To Gil (since I know you'll read this soon enough): I hope the trip there was uneventful, and I hope you're enjoying the books I lent you. *hugs* I hope you'll get net access soon, but I know you probably won't be in Manila until sometime tomorrow, our time...at the earliest. Regardless, I'm thinking of you...and I love you! :)
Also to Gil: I'm really wishing I took those pictures I wanted. ;)