Aug 25, 2008 17:05
I hope somebody takes a leap of faith on me and gives me a job soon. I mean really.
I waste too much time worrying and I know this doesn't protect me.
My Worries: Getting into grad school, finding a good job that I sorta like, letting people down, being lonely, not being brave enough, not making enough money to do the things I want to do in life, not measuring up to my siblings, losing /hurting people, other people hurting me.
So lame. How does one stop all this worrying?
I wanna let go of the weight.
I miss Desmond living with me
And I have been smoking waaayyy to many cigarettes.