why can't things be like they were?

Feb 07, 2005 20:27

ever since friday my life has totally sucked. friendships are on the verge of crashing and burning and i don't freakin know how to fix them. please someone help me...if only you could....i wish things were like they used to be, when i could just get over every little thing and not let it bother me. of course its not healthy to bottle up emotions, but who cares as long as your "best" friends aren't mad at you, when you're supposed to be mad at them. but i guess they are making progress, even tho i'm still upset about everything. i just don't like change i guess, except thats all thats happening. ugh! makes me so angry...times like this make me think i need a therapist.......or a new group of friends. i just don't know what to think anymore

this BLOWS!!!

ok moving on from the depressive state....

SuperBowl - GO PATS!!! 24-21 over the Eagles - how sweet of a victory is that...not that i like pro-football.

Great Party Brandon! i had a lot of playing pool, even tho ash and i aren't the best players. chelsey i can't wait to see some pictures, except for that one in the car where my eye looks weird....
by the way, the eye's all better now guys, for those of you who know what i'm talkin about. went to the doctor today and she said i probably got something i'm allergic to in it. she gave me some eye drops and told me to take some benedryl and thats it. but its all good b/c i didn't have to go to school today.

i'm not usually one to fill my lj entry with lyrics but this one totally fits my mood

Blue Merle - Every Ship Must Sail Away
Have you ever heard the sounds
in the shadows of a song?
have you ever felt the words
blow right thru you from beyond?

'cause years pass and people change
the bluest skys can turn to grey
and though its gonna hurt for now
every ship must sail away
every ship must sail away

oh change is in the air
and you wear it oh so well
I asked you if you cared
if you cared I couldn't tell

'cause years pass and people change
the bluest skys can turn to grey
and though its gonna hurt for now
every ship must sail away
every ship must sail away

and though its gonna hurt for now
and though its gonna hurt for now
and though its gonna hurt for now
every ship must sail away

just think about it...comments, anyone? i love to read them....and could probably use some good advice..good being the key word

~c
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