zzz.. where dreams come true.
well to day was somewhate of a let down. was suppose to go shopping, and then get some chinese food but that didnt happen. im so in need of new clothes. anyways. went to work. made me realize i am def. going to quit before summer. thinking about middle of may. but one good thing was i got some chinese for dinner. yum. and finally got the chance to talk to el for awhile. =) so yea. tomorrow is gonna be crazy. wanna tan in the morning because i havent in a long time. actually i havent at all this week. then in the morning im going to my brothers game...yes even though he is not playing. im a true fan. then i have to work.....which makes me mad because there is gonna be 3 (THREE)other people there, why in the world do i need to be there too? ugh. then once thats over i have to come straight home and babysit. im gonna be exhausted. like i am now. =( watched the secret tapes of princess diana last night. dont have a comment on that, but wanted ya to know lol.... back to the work life. i feel out of the loop because everyone there smokes. besides me of course. so while they all go out and smoke and chat i get to sit inside alone do nothing but cleaning beds. whatever. i wont be there much longer =)huh. i wish i had the words to speak on how i feel. i wish alot of things. dreams that will never come true. but im gonna do my best to lift my head up high and flow with what i have. cant look back and you cant change the past. so im movin forward. .... yea.
have a dandy weekend everyone.
have a dandy weekend everyone.