peoples minds....
i hate when people feel they need to hide things, or talk in a different room, it makes me feel sad. i mean, i thought we were friends, so why do you feel like you have to keep secrets and hide stuff from me, you know? it kinda hurts my feelings that they cant trust and confide in me... esp after all these years of friendship.
and people are really starting to piss teh hell out of me. i HATE when people say that im lazy and that i dont work hard. cuz thats bullshit. yea, i somewhat use to be... but,im not now, so fuckin get over it. so sometimes if i dont feel like doing something, i wont. we all do it, so get off my back for doing it too. ugh.
and my brother. sometimes i juss want to beat the shit out of him because hes such an asshole to me. seriouslly, the kid never has anything nice to say and he never shuts up. like he makes me want to cry every freakin day of my life! hes so rude. and dont give me the crap "thats what brothers are for..." cuz has stated, thats all it is,crap. but at the same time i feel sorry for him..becuase alot of people are sorta mean to him, and hes going through those teeanage years. however, he needs to learn and understand where other people are coming from and learn not to blow up. ..... i guess its all apart of life. *annoyance!*
well besides all that wonderful stuff... everything else seems to be juss splendid. i really havent been home at all this week, i kinda enjoy that =) today was a lazy day though.
i cant believe i leave for guatemala in 3 weeks, plus a few days. its corazy. im so NOT READY! and i still want to move from this lame street and house! i need money! ugh. well im out.
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and people are really starting to piss teh hell out of me. i HATE when people say that im lazy and that i dont work hard. cuz thats bullshit. yea, i somewhat use to be... but,im not now, so fuckin get over it. so sometimes if i dont feel like doing something, i wont. we all do it, so get off my back for doing it too. ugh.
and my brother. sometimes i juss want to beat the shit out of him because hes such an asshole to me. seriouslly, the kid never has anything nice to say and he never shuts up. like he makes me want to cry every freakin day of my life! hes so rude. and dont give me the crap "thats what brothers are for..." cuz has stated, thats all it is,crap. but at the same time i feel sorry for him..becuase alot of people are sorta mean to him, and hes going through those teeanage years. however, he needs to learn and understand where other people are coming from and learn not to blow up. ..... i guess its all apart of life. *annoyance!*
well besides all that wonderful stuff... everything else seems to be juss splendid. i really havent been home at all this week, i kinda enjoy that =) today was a lazy day though.
i cant believe i leave for guatemala in 3 weeks, plus a few days. its corazy. im so NOT READY! and i still want to move from this lame street and house! i need money! ugh. well im out.
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