F*Ck all the stupid Edinburg High Coaches!!!

[dreaming_a_song]

I know its been awhile since my last update but everything had been pretty much okay until about TWO days ago. I'm usually pretty good about hiding my feelings, and my agresion but sometimes theres just so much barreled up inside of me that it all just pounds out. Well, thats what happened today. It all started about two days ago when i found out that issac was back with rachel which kind of upset me. And then there was volleyball. I talked to my coach and asked her if i could play and she was trying to find a reason to say why i wasnt going to be able to but i had a reason for every question she asked. Then I went back to volleyball today so she wouldnt have an excuse but they just happened to "not be dressing out" isn't that a coincedence. Then she pulled me out of the locker room to talk to me and said that i wasn't going to be able to play because "it would be unfair to the other girls that have been in off season if I were to be able to play" but the thing she doesn't realize is that I work just as hard if not harder then all of those girls. Then she says "and another reason you can't play next year is that you said that you didn't want to play summer volleyball" and I asked her when exactly I said that. She then said "when the girls asked you to play." I told her that when the girls asked me I told them that I wasn't sure, and she said well why weren't you sure and i said well because my mom wanted me to concentrate on soccer but I decided that I wanted to play volleyball. Then she said "well, (smirk) why'd you take so long to talk to me and tell me this Kathryne." And I said I don't know, when in reality it was because of her and the way she didn't look at me or talk to me. Then she tried to look sad and said "well, you can wait until your junior year to be in off season and then try out for your senior year, then maybe you'll be able to play." My eyes got teary my face got red and i replied with wutever walked into the locker room got my stuff and took off. My mom and Mrs. Trevino said they would talk to her. For all you volleyball girls that are reading this please incourage your parents to talk to her every little word counts.

OH yeah and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CICI and CODY!!!!