dreams are wishes your heart makes when your fast asleep.......
.......or reflections of your fucked up mind? cause recently my dreams have been really weird...like stealing babies weird.
yeah, not kidding there. had a dream that someone proposed to me and then there was something about stealing a baby. like an alarm went off cause they realized the baby was stolen. and i knew that these people had taken the baby so when they went on the search to look for the baby i was like, i need to stay in my room and not let them know i knew that this group of people were stealing the baby. hey, it doesn't make any sense to me either.
the other one was that one of my friends from ceramics ruined my coil pot which was coming out of the glaze firing. she had put big slabs of clay over the whole pot and then glazed it a completely different color. like a yellow/stone matte color. and signed it: to dina, love so and so. and i went to show it to my prof. and he was like...oh well it could look good. like he didn't care that someone had ruined my entire pot (which btw took SOOO long to make, in real life and in the dream). and i started crying about it and yelling and no one would listen to me. and then i woke up and started crying. which has never happened before to me...like ever. occasionally i'll wake up from a dream with a feeling that stays with me the whole day, but never before something like crying.
it was weird i tell you!
had a good easter at home. i'm glad i went home, it was good. got some new stuff too :-D and massive amounts of chocolate and i didn't have to drive...which was nice for once. and i was able to calm the kitty on the rides home and back. it is kind of sad when he cries that like. but not that much cause i'm still pissed at him for scratching my back really badly.
and now it's late and i still haven't made my bed or read my chapter for japanese history. senior year really is a slacker year. i'm enjoying it a bunch.
yeah, not kidding there. had a dream that someone proposed to me and then there was something about stealing a baby. like an alarm went off cause they realized the baby was stolen. and i knew that these people had taken the baby so when they went on the search to look for the baby i was like, i need to stay in my room and not let them know i knew that this group of people were stealing the baby. hey, it doesn't make any sense to me either.
the other one was that one of my friends from ceramics ruined my coil pot which was coming out of the glaze firing. she had put big slabs of clay over the whole pot and then glazed it a completely different color. like a yellow/stone matte color. and signed it: to dina, love so and so. and i went to show it to my prof. and he was like...oh well it could look good. like he didn't care that someone had ruined my entire pot (which btw took SOOO long to make, in real life and in the dream). and i started crying about it and yelling and no one would listen to me. and then i woke up and started crying. which has never happened before to me...like ever. occasionally i'll wake up from a dream with a feeling that stays with me the whole day, but never before something like crying.
it was weird i tell you!
had a good easter at home. i'm glad i went home, it was good. got some new stuff too :-D and massive amounts of chocolate and i didn't have to drive...which was nice for once. and i was able to calm the kitty on the rides home and back. it is kind of sad when he cries that like. but not that much cause i'm still pissed at him for scratching my back really badly.
and now it's late and i still haven't made my bed or read my chapter for japanese history. senior year really is a slacker year. i'm enjoying it a bunch.