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i've been in this weird mood for a day now. it's confusing as hell. i want to say it's indifferent but iuno. i just feel blah. like, i want to get out and do something, but i also want to sleep. i still haven't gotten my license, and i realized that i only have 96 dollars in my banks account. so i need to get my license quick and start making some money. i think i'll make my first day next tuesday since it's a relaxed night, wouldn't want to go tonight or sunday night. i'd really like to party tonight or do something, it just seems like i have no friends that are doing anything. i know there was a b-day party i skipped out on last night, first there wasn't going to be any alcohol, which isn't why i didn't go. i heard they were going to a hip hop club, now, i'm not a big fan of hip hop clubs cuz i get real self-concious. i like techno and trance because everyone is doing their own thing and not worried about the other person. everyone is there to have fun, i feel like i have to impress people at other clubs and i feel like i have a low impression rate.
i know who i would like to hang out with, but i don't want to ask, because well, if you know me then you know why. and no it's not a specific person, it's a group somewhat. some people are such bitches and it's annoying to know that no matter where you go, there's always gonna be a bitch. why don't all the bitches just die. well, if they did, then i'd find something else to bitch about and the world wouldn't be as interesting if they're aren't around. i should just be a nerd today until 9PM. I think i will actually do it. Every now and then take breaks to read my book, or something. I've got micro I must read for, I can print out notes for micro and jazz in america, a principles of dramatic analysis email i can start writing, read for intro to tech, and journal for movment. there. there's a list of things i can/need to do. i checked the oil in my car and finally put some in, i think i might just add water to my coolant tank, and hopefully that will solve the problem for a while. i need to get some brake fluid as well, it's pretty low, that might be why my tires are smelling. ok. and yes, i'm going to go take out 40 dollars from my bank account. 22 of it i'm going to use to get my license. the rest, i will go and buy ramen noodle soup and juice. hopefully it will last me until tuesday. i make and early drop in to work and go sunday. so alright there's my plan for the day. time to go get a shower.
P.S. - Yannick form SoBe emailed me back today and was like if you stop in France this summer you have to stop by and see my in the South of France. He lives in Fucking Toulouse! Toulouse LeTrec. Look in the Encyclopedia and you will find the guy I'm named after like right under him. Anyway, so I think this is what I'm going to do. I will plan a trip for three weeks. I will travel from somewhere, haven't figured out where, to either the South of France or Italy. Whew this sounds so fun! Alright off to take a shower. If you can read my previous entry, please do and leave a suggestion. Thanks.
i know who i would like to hang out with, but i don't want to ask, because well, if you know me then you know why. and no it's not a specific person, it's a group somewhat. some people are such bitches and it's annoying to know that no matter where you go, there's always gonna be a bitch. why don't all the bitches just die. well, if they did, then i'd find something else to bitch about and the world wouldn't be as interesting if they're aren't around. i should just be a nerd today until 9PM. I think i will actually do it. Every now and then take breaks to read my book, or something. I've got micro I must read for, I can print out notes for micro and jazz in america, a principles of dramatic analysis email i can start writing, read for intro to tech, and journal for movment. there. there's a list of things i can/need to do. i checked the oil in my car and finally put some in, i think i might just add water to my coolant tank, and hopefully that will solve the problem for a while. i need to get some brake fluid as well, it's pretty low, that might be why my tires are smelling. ok. and yes, i'm going to go take out 40 dollars from my bank account. 22 of it i'm going to use to get my license. the rest, i will go and buy ramen noodle soup and juice. hopefully it will last me until tuesday. i make and early drop in to work and go sunday. so alright there's my plan for the day. time to go get a shower.
P.S. - Yannick form SoBe emailed me back today and was like if you stop in France this summer you have to stop by and see my in the South of France. He lives in Fucking Toulouse! Toulouse LeTrec. Look in the Encyclopedia and you will find the guy I'm named after like right under him. Anyway, so I think this is what I'm going to do. I will plan a trip for three weeks. I will travel from somewhere, haven't figured out where, to either the South of France or Italy. Whew this sounds so fun! Alright off to take a shower. If you can read my previous entry, please do and leave a suggestion. Thanks.