life is getting confusing

[dreaminboutyou]

why does my life always get messed up during the summer... like i love summer but nothing ever turns out the way it should. things always get messed up and confusing. i dont know what to do anymore im so lost. i need to find my way back home...i need to find a guy who knows how to treat me, loves me, and is very fun to be around. is that too much to ask for.... well i certainly hope not but we will just have to wait to see whether or not it is....

so evidently... i still dont know what comes after those two words, but im working on it.