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oh save me from the mundane!!!!!!!!! i cannot stand the monotany!!! i am so bored. i hate being bored. the dog keeps barking and it is making me angry. boredom brings out this angry little person in me. i lose my patience with everyone and everything and i have to hide myself away so that i don't flip out on someone. i also feel violent and i don't like that at all. i need an outlet. if only i had the motivation to actually do something. there have to be some possibilities. but i'm just waiting here, waiting until i can be of use, waiting until i can go to iowa, waiting until i can go home. the clock tocks and i tic. twitch. itch. bitch. argh