Jul 18, 2003 14:37
Ever been so in love you dont know what to do anymore.. Vince and me been going out for what 8 months and everyday something hits me in the heart and says forever.. I love Vince
He is mad at me right now for what I dont know. Maybe because he finally realized he is too good for me. All I do is bitch bitch bitch, never anything good comes outta my mouf. Nothing ever comes good outta me, I am stupid, UGLY, a bitch, and a bad girlfriend. I dont even know what to do with me anymore. If Vince breaks up with me it is going to hurt more than loosing a leg more than loosing your heart. I would die without him, no one has any idea how much I love him. I might do stuff that he wouldnt agree with but, I dont do it attentionaly. Vince please call me where-ever you are.
I could never been so thankful. I prey every night before I go to bed. Dear god, thank you so much for Vince. He is my angel all i have doen today is cry and cry, I never knew we had so much water in are body. I thru up a few times because when you cry a while I dont know it makes me throw up. God Vince where are you please tell me you are coming too see me. I keep hearing the door and I run to it but, it isnt him. I think I need counciling because all I do is look at my wrist and see where abouts can I cut it. No I am not that stupid, he will come back right? Please Vince. You mean the world to me. Before I met you I was hallow you filled me up so much. Just imagine a glass empty and puttin the best drink in it. That is how I feel. I dont even know why I cry, I shouldnt ever be sad. I GOT VINCE!!! Vince I will always love you please baby call me!! I know we met each other for a reason!! I love you more than words can explain..