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Jan 14, 2002 21:50

As a lovely end ot my life story, i want to share my knowledge of a situation. A boy that supposidly loves me and wants to stop hurting me almost pushed em completely over the edge last saterday. He pulled together a plan to get me not to stay the night and ending up bringing down everybody with it. Now, not everyone knew about the plan, but yet, the people who did, did nothing to stop it. I am aware of the problms that have arose an di am sitll not going ot be able to forgive all of you who have hurt me so inrediably much. My reasons for being mad at you will fade, but forgivness will not. Maybe in time if the trust comes back, but right now.. its not. So to the person who was behind this, i want to say that you sunk pretty damn low. You pushed your "love" to a boundry that she hasnt been to since 8th grade, and on top of that, you lied to my face and through my tears and felt no sympathy towards what you were doing. In time the hurt will heal, but it will always be there...

In turn, I am sorry for whatever hurt i just caused for not coming to lunch today, but it is just in my mind. Although the story is changed and i know it has and i know the reasons, the actions produced by some of you still are in my mind. maybe in time they will heal. I'll get back to you for that one.

As for one person, My reasons fo rbeing mad at you are far away from the reasons for others.. be wise with which guys you choose to presue.

P.S. the only way my trust will ever come back with any of you is if you do not withhold imformation from me and keep things from me or LIE to me. If you always keep m eupdated on your feelings towards me and do not talk behind my back and just tell me to my face, then everything will be great.
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