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[dreamin4better]

All I have to say right now is that no matter what, no matter how low i get, you all have pushed me lower. My diary is my life, and u all have punished me for it. I have said it many times, dont read it if it bothers you, but you all kept reading it. Doesnt matter anymore i guess anyways. So i guess im gonna end this journal on one final note. You

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i dont have to do anything britt!!!

[sweetsyd]

If i like steven, i can try for him. YOu cant tell me what to and not to do, no matter how hard you try. And dont even try to call me one of your friends!! the day i went up to yamhill and you thought i was flirting and hitting on steven or what ever, you never wanted to find out the damn TRUTH!! well you know what really happened, i didnt touch him or flirt with him BECAUSE i knew it would hurt you and i never wanted to do that. I was so proud of my self for not flirting and shit....but i come back and you hate me for some damn reason. Well, i found out that you were mad at me for "flirting" with steven! FUCK YOU!! to me, friends talk to eachother when one is mad..they dont give the silent treatment or the cold shoulder or take someone else's side before getting the whole story! I ask you so many times to talk to me about it, i tried so hard to get you to open up to me! but no, i was wrong...you didnt care about whatever i had to say. That is not a friendship! Ever since then i have disregarded you as one of my friends. people like that aren't worth my time/energy. So dont got trying to pull that friendship shit on me. dont even try britt, you will loose. If steven and i want to be together, we will get together. I cant tell you what will happen right now becuase i honestly have no idea...but you wont stop me from anything i want to do. I sure hope you understand that you have no control over me....because you dont. Next time you want to keep a friend, try talking to her, hear her side of the story...thats waht TRUE friends do. dont be a bitch like you were to me or you WILL loose every friend you ever have.

Re: i dont have to do anything britt!!!

[sweetsyd]

HEY! DUMB FUCK! Why dont you go screw you self in the ass...that coud be loads of fun (no pun intended)!

Dont you fuckin try to give me shitty advice...not when you dont have a clue who I am, who Britt is, or what the hell the situation is! If you would've paid any attention to the first half of my post, you would've realized that I !DID! think about Britt...hence the reason I DIDNT go for Steven in the first place. She was the one to place the blame and accuse me of doing something i not only didnt do, but put effort into not doing!! She didnt bother to give me a chance to tell her that nothing had happened...that's what a terrible friend does! they dont hear your side or believe that you were doing the RIGHT thing!

IF you knew Britt the way most of us do, then you would know why I'm being so defensive and bitchy towards you. NOW...let me give you some advice,you dont need to take it...hell, if you dont even read it i wont care, i'm just putting it out there for you.

~The "self-centered, close-minded" people in high school might make these years the worst 4 years of your life....but YOU are the one that lets them!

Re: i dont have to do anything britt!!!

[wlbabe]

I don't know who will actually read this or when the original post by Jeff was made...but I'm so sick of this. I'm in the middle of this whole thing...more than anyone else...I hear it from Britt, Syd, and Steven and I can't fucking take it. Even now that it's been awhile...I still hate the tension in our group. Jeff, I do not appreciate you ragging on one of my best friends that you don't know...just like I'm sure that you don't like people getting all over Britt. Please just don't get into this and start dissing on one of my friends that you have never talked to...and that doesn't mean that I'm siding against Britt because I love her with all my heart, she's always been there for me. And don't think I'm someone that's only heard one side of the story and am choosing sides...because I assure you, I know everything that is going on in the situation because I hear all.